Dear Lord!!

Dear Lord!!

Could sleep not last night!
So hot!! As hot as can be
Tossing & turning all night
My mind turned to he!
He's something else you see!
In my mind's eyes, I can see he
On my mind, he is perpetually
Wonder why he would be!
For he, at every chance ignores me
I miss he, you see!
Through my darkest nights, turbulent my mind
As sleep, I can not, not a wink last night
His eyes I see in my mind's mind
Blue the colour of my skies
& the cornflower's fields below my window
Indolently dancing in the breeze
For he, I existed not.
Bloody fool am I for my eyes are leaking!
On my mind perpetually,
Must look for that screw that's gone missing!
Each time I glanced at he
Inside of me, I am weeping
For I knew that at my, way he won't be looking
On my mind embedded forever, he'll be!
He knew how to play me
Like harp strings, he'd pluck at me
From my slumber waking me
I was living not, merely existing!!
In the forefront of my mind feelings, buried
I could feel again you see!
Instead of the limbo, I was living.
Why must you set me free
From the world that I was living?
Opening that Pandora box.
All those feeling spilling out
Like a loose cannonball rolling away from me
I miss he!!
With my mind my body.
As I lie here tossing & turning thinking of he
The heat's bothering me...
His eyes I could feel looking, straight through me
The Stellar in my skies was he
My eyes lit up as I saw he
In his eyes the laughter perpetually
I miss he!!
Looking into his mind there's nought left of me
His eyes blue like those cornflower fields
Wonder why!  I wonder why he!!
I miss he!!

              By Connie James...