A New Beginning

My sky's at the night
in the darkness of my firmament
as I look at you in silhouette;
You're as distant as the stars in my sky's
beyond my universe;
& the blue moon in her element
shining upon you
her light sublime...
That haze surrounding you
as if a deity you'd be!
But darling I miss you with my mind my body
I miss gazing into your eyes,
seeing into your soul your mind!
& I know, I know that you gaze at me from afar
in your own way thinking of me.
But I'd rather have you near me
for your the stellar in my sky's!!
Underneath my skin, you are from that first moment
I gazed at you from across the room...
That wicked look in your eyes invitingly;
But as I gaze upon those stars in the distance
in the velvetiness darkness of my nights
I imagine you when sleep, I cannot
This yearning within me, thinking of you,
to feel you close touching you!
Look into your eyes your mind touch your lips with mine...
running my hands over you the way you like me to
softly, feeling every curve of you!
Feeling your heart beating beneath mine...
But, you're as distant as the stars in my darkest skies
scintillating upon my firmament;
& that shooting star skimming across
my darkest blue'st velvety skies...
I close my eyes reaching high making a wish:
But my wishes rarely do come true,
when it comes down to you!
At a distance you keep me, don't you!
You're scared to feel, with your mind your heart your body!
I can feel every sinew
running my hands over you
as I kiss you your lips your eyes;
Under my hands, you tremble, shutting your eyes!
as I whisper to you, holding you close...
As I travel on, convulsing under my touch
I can see the stars in your eyes!
Touching your mind with mine;
I could kiss your mind;
Playing havoc with my senses.
But there's this fire within me, my blood
as this primitive being residing within me
losing control convulsing my mind;
In confusion goes I inexorably.
struggling to feel;
But my need is greater in the darkness of my nights
longing for your touch;
The whispering winds I can hear
Near me, close to me!
Whispering endearments of love...
The hunger within me, hearing you, whispering
incandescently verses, phrases of love,
As I reach & touch your mind one more time
As in the early morning dew, I dream of you.
That star scintillating dispersing before my eyes
before the rising of the sun came rushing in;
To a new beginning!

                By Connie James