My Mind & Me ****

My mind & me

A new Adonis on the bloke
He's as hot as he can only be
His eyes deep dark pools inviting me!
But ambiguity's within me;
Should I be delving into his dark
Mesmerising pools as he gazes at me
Turbulence within me;
Mesmerised I look into his eyes
Are, as deep as can be
Like the depths of my mind intrinsically!
Dark pools oozing;
That animal magnetism from the depths, of he
You can feel this forbidding, look from he
O my! My mind & me!
My minds telling me;
But my mind to my heart listens not
O infamy!
It's as stubborn as me
Following rules not, not me irrevocably
He has the world at his feet our Adonis you see
The world's worshipping he
Am just one of those that finds him inexplicably
Oozing from every orifice of his...
Sexuality inherently within, he!
On his pedestal, we've moved, him for all to see
He's a God a Zeus linked intrinsically
He's seen such as this, unfathomably
Being me;
Can not make head or tail off he
But at his beck & call, we'll always, be adoringly
Seeing what today's will bring, we'll see
Dominating like a king he'll always be
That hard stare from he
On his pedestal we have he
Visually our eyes following he
Like a maestro conducting a symphony;
Touching each one of us
His baton demanding obedience, following
Progressively playing us like a harp
The strings our hearts playing, like violins the cellos
The strings of our hearts breaking ping! snapping;
Standing there conducting our eyes upon he
His body moving shedding electricity
So attuned we've become to He!
But a rebel I am always have been
Looking at him defiantly;
Doing their own thing my ivory's & I
My piano & I!
Alarmingly to a crescendo rising to an allegro evoking
Regressing to a piano pianissimo
Decreasingly as he looks at me sternly
Bringing me back into orchestra's fold
Echoing through my minds, mind a warning;
He won't stand me playing games with he
Like a battle between me & he
Looking into his eyes wishing that he
Would look deep into my mind
& see, what his pheromones doing to me
My mind fighting my heart always will be
As my eyes setting upon he
Dreaming like a fool,
I guess the world's full of fools such as me
His eyes I could kiss his lips sensually
O dear lord you're killing me!
As I try touching his mind with mine
Alarmingly his hands I can feel whispering over me
My minds screaming out
Oh please let it be!
Fibrillating my heart ecstatically
Looking deeply into his eyes I see
The wonder of he!
Does he ever see me as I see he;
Oh dear lord have pity on me!
For irrevocably I'll burn in the fires of hell
Incapable of obeying me my heart,
My blood's on fire my mind's inherently
Wonder if he knows how his world sees, he
Protectively of, he, we can be
Wonder how he does, all those bleeding hearts
Falling for, he...I think he can not see!
As He lifts his baton high strikingly
Into a crescendo our minds
Our hearts will always be
Increasingly...

                   By Connie James