Let There Be Lust...

Let There Be Lust...

Ambiguous'ly my senses
Having, no defences when your eyes meet mine
Struggling with my senses
When I know you're there all the time.
In a moment, in time...
I can feel your hands whispering over me...
Sending thrills through me my mind...
Oh darling, bad I have been not in such a long time!
My mind's so full of you missing you, your touches
Screaming out at times you're in the visions of my mind
Wanting you there all the time...
Trilling, me playing havoc perpetually
In the recesses of my mind
Feeling's within encouraging, I should not,
But darling bad I have been not in such a long time
What's wrong with me,
Me that knew not could not,
Envisage the thrill it would be!
Casting your eyes upon me...
Forever asking is it ok...could you do or say!!!
I knew not in any way!!
So with the flow I'd go feeling each sensation,
You put me through the excitement was such but!
But bad I was not, not inherently in me
I must have had this need in me...
Was mortified...Dead feeling within me
Until you, reawaken me from my dead living limbo.
Now, you care not encourage not any input from me
But darling bad I've been not in such a long time.
My minds always with you, severe you were so cold,
When I tried making love to you!
What has changed my darling am always with you!
My mind unfocused waiting for a word from you
It comes not through, the words I want to hear
I miss you!
You see my darling bad I have been not, in such a long time
The hunger within me is such
You've, reawaken the beast in me, wanting you by my side!
But there you sit across from me
In your eyes, I can see the turmoil within you...
Am begging with my eyes won't you? won't you?
Things I say or do always for you...
Cupping your face, in my two hands
Looking into your eyes kissing your lips
Bear, I can not as I look at you...
Seeing desire in your eyes
But darling, bad I have been not, in such a long time.
Why did you reawaken me!
Those feelings running through me.
Obsessively I search you in every face I see
But you an illusion must be,
I can not see an image, I've created within me
Dispersing from me that delusion
The ambiguity
My heart sees you not, looking at me with love
But lust will always be
Let there be lust in your eyes, you'll always be with me
The love within me is enough,
Is enough to burn for all eternity
For you and me.

                               Connie James...