Monday, 26 October 2015

Far Far Away...

Far, Far Away
In the darkness, the greyness I so abhor
Staring at me, that ache right inside of me
As if my heart is tightening the very life from me! 
Sitting here, you're on my mind always on my mind
But you my darling are so far away from me
I bear can not looking into your blue eyes as I see
Looking into your face mesmerisingly
In my mind's eyes, I see you in my mind
The illusion is true...
For I know I know in my heart
That you're only on my mind!
But darling wishing it were true
Wishing you were thinking of me
Making love to me slowly unhurriedly
In the darkness of my nights
My lonely nights
Wishing you,
Kiss me, darling kiss me!
There are tears falling from my skies
My skies are grey so grey!
The ambivalence in me wanting me!
Far, far away,
Yet my mind cries out kiss me darling kiss me,
Won't you...Kiss me!
Love to see your blue, blue eyes discerningly
Making love to me!
But my darling why, why do you keep away from me!
Yet I feel you, you're wanting me!
Feeling your eyes caressing me
I can hear your voice that slight twang you see
Ringing in my ears like a song
Listening to your voice sending shivers through me...
That intonation I so love to hear
When you whisper closer to my ear
Step by step, sending me into a frenzy...
In the darkness of my mind euphorically,
When lightness leaves me
In the darkness of my nights
My heart cries out for thee
But darling you're so far away from me
Obsessively, in my obsessive obsession of thee
I can see love in your eyes for me!
But my mind refuses to see
The desolation, the emptiness cruising, through me!
In my ambiguity, I see not the uncertainty in your eyes
That far away look in your eyes killing me.
Taking the very life from me!
The moon full, above me
It's light shining on thee!
Scintillating stars in my dark blue sky's
Reminding me of that night
We lay beneath that velvety dark blue sky
Wishing on that shooting star falling across my sky's
My world my universe, my world you are!
But the ambiguity in me inherently
The ambivalence of my being
The irresponsibility I care not for a world,
That can see not or care or not for you and me!
My eyes so full of love the wanting in me
Across the ocean, I see darkness ominously
The swell, of the sea's swelling angrily
Smashing upon the shore unforgivingly, hungrily.
The far side I can reach not thee
My world my world crumbling eminently on me...
And I praying, praying for you
To come to me!
By Connie James.

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