Let The Illusion

Let the illusion disperse not
For am holding on to Thee
This insanity falling away from me
Oh lord set me free from those that care not for me
Forsaken me destroying me my sanity...
When my heart's so full of he
Peace of mind I have not, every time I think of, he
But he cares not, does not care for me!
In my mind, I call his name but he answers not me !!!
O, imbecility, what you do to me,
Taking the one so close to me!
Favouring her to me
In my dreams, I cry out his name,
Even though I can refrain not, from calling his name
This pain within me
Grasping at this insanity my whole being can not, must not,
Stopping arresting those tears from flowing freely,
Unbidden by me!
Dispersing from me, silently flowing down to the sea
Leaving me with emptiness
Like a vessel floating away from me!
O lord set me free
Free from those that make my life a misery
This illusion!
Let the illusion disperse not, why must he!
Transcending into this illusion of love, he's nowhere to see
When my mind's cry's out, what you've done with me
This ambiguity, when you look at me!
You see not me, looking right through me...
When am always there, right before Thee!!!

                                     By Connie James...