In Your Eyes

In your eyes..I can see its time to depart,
I can see that far away look that tells me it won't belong
And the truth is in your eyes..That I was born to lose you, 
My heart cry's at the thought of losing you.
Whether I gain or lose it's written in the stars,
That one day you'll walk from me..
Mustn't say that I love you, no way no how..
But I want to shout from the hilltops, from the mountain highs,
From across the river, that's so angry as you are.
But I'll say I love you, never no more !!
But that's that Nemesis in me, like the devil in disguise..
Or is it just the poet that can not abide..
The laughter within me the love..
I love you more than life, but there again I think you know,
That after winning you I must lose you.
It's like that obsessive obsession that I must lose you.
The pain I carry within is nothing less than infernal,
It's as if a poisoned dart has wounded my heart, killing me..
With the quest of a poet, that has tasted love real or otherwise,
From a lover now from that stranger, that I've become..
In your eyes, I can feel the fire, the fire within us, still
As our body's touches, the sparkling minds.
That's when you walk away,
Leaving me in the storming night the thunder bellow the mountain high
The waterfall nearby..
Your much more than my lover,
Your roots have grown in my heart,
So deeply embedded am the one that want's you,
Whether or not am a mystery known or unknown, this is only me.
The unknown woman that must walk away,
Through a different journey in, a different path.
For I am the woman that was born to lose you..
But I loved you like no other.
My lips can taste the scent of you.
My mind, my heart..
Je t'aime..
By Connie James