Go On Living..

Good Morning My World

Sun shining lovely blue sky's...
Few white clouds about much more interesting...
Like not a cloudless sky's!
So long they're not grey and depressing

This morning the sun shining on me!! such a good feeling.
Embracingly, gathering those rays that make's life's worth living...
Reaching up to the sky's stretching up gathering as I see before my eyes.
An illusion always not...As I reach and touch.
Maybe that elusive illusion dispersing  from my mind.
My, mind that at times, sees no reason...
I care not for illusions, or what my mind's sees!! at times disturbingly.
I'd rather stand my ground fighting for what I believe.
In the world, a just world where one can live, in love harmony
Each and every being.. Stepping out in this world.
And everything else in between.
Where one can think feel and say what's in one's mind.
Without causing offence.
At most time's minds in turmoil never known any different.
A shrinking flower I've never been..never will be.
Saying what's in the forefront of my mind.
Exaggerating not my feelings.
What I feel exults from the deepness within my mind my soul, my heart.
A heart that knows not the meaning... of pretending.
I pretend not when extolling my love for those in my life.
Those that sees what's in my heart.
A heart that at time's constricting the breath from my life...
My life that at times, in ambiguity hardly seems obsessive
From my day to day's dealings
Whether this illusion dissipating from me, I can not see.
Looking up to my sky's the brilliance before my eyes
Ambiguously...
Understanding that love.
That there'll always be love in my heart
Whether they're worthy or care not for my love.
It remains to be seen.
But impede I'll let it not, what's behind that gossamer of my mind.
My mind perpetually at times looking for a reason.
To go on living!

By Connie James...