To Begin The Beginning ...

                    

                                        
To Begin The Beginning ...

At the light of  dawn, the door opened as he walked in,       

Had to brace, myself  from the morning cool breeze.
Ahh...I closed my eyes as I inhaled the scent of him
I just couldn't believe he was standing there, before me.

Looking so magnificent so knowing so dangerous
We stood facing one another...for what seemed an eternity

I standing there smiling shyly...uncertain of what to do,
I just followed his lead...I held my hand to touch the contours

Of that much -desired face, to touch to feel,  to want !!!
He just stood there, looking at me with that devil look.. may care..

Doing absolutely nothing with this insolent look, daring me!!!
Daring me, to me explore, so with uncertain hands,


I explored every inch of he.. was mesmerized by this god man like

Standing before me, with this mesmerizing look, in his eyes. 

Hypnotizing me, I felt myself awakening, as from a deep, deep sleep
Wanting to touch, wanting what I knew not...what!!

But he knew how to play me sweet so sweetly,

The waves of sensations driving through, me
I prayed o lord, let it not stop...it must not stop, yet I held back
For I knew, if I didn't I'd be lost forever...forever lost...

This awakening had me feeling weak so weak
 Forever in my mind remembering, remembering wanting to repeat,
 My brain exploded, the sensations he put me through, wild so wild.
Yet it left me wanting of what I wasn't sure,

Uncertain my mind was crying out, there must be more,
There must be more, much more of that I was sure,

There had to be, to repeat the experience, terrified me

For I knew I won't hold back...I had this wanting in me

Innocent as I was...wanted to feel the sensations...sweet, so sweet
Holding me back, left me wanting, more & more
Never going through the process, as if punishing me.
Why won't you go away you're just tormenting me 

Yet again he held me close, sensing my uncertainty

The knowing look in his eyes, seeing the frustration in me

Smiling he said, Just looking out for you, don't you see 

Worry not my love It'll keep, it'll keep.

                                          
                                           By Connie James.