I Need A Hug!

Good evening my world!
Oh dear lord, I feel better not.
Top of my head like a volcano, waiting to blow
The windows to my soul looking back at me,
in misery...
It seems it has burst a blood vessel,
And my eyes have sprung a leak...
Waterfalls flowing rivulets, down the street
The Rothweiler bark wrecking me, hurting all over
Feeling sorry for myself I guess.
I NEED A HUG!! All over!
Waterfalls, now are really flowing
Cleansing rather it feels,
Looking such a mess...
They'll be no dancing for me tonight
Dancing the old year out, toasting the new one in
Where are you my lovely?
Wherever you'll be I bite not!!
Waterfalls rushing from me
There'll be no fun for me, no dancing
Or maybe I'll weep myself into wellness
And put my still heels on, kicking ass
for all o see...
That a weakling Connie won't be 
Strutting my stuff across the room
Might just work, sick of feeling unwell!!
But my head won't let me, swimming
against the tide...
Each time I cough I fear, my head throbs
Pulling-apart my chest ...
That Rothweiler bark, avoiding now,
Mewling like a kitten...
What a mess to be, not at all like me!! 
Letting the side down, giving in!
No!! Giving in I shall not, I shall see
the New Year in...
With a glass of champers in hand,
Auld Lang Syne singing!!
Even with my croaky throat, I shall sing 
Wishing my nearest and dearest,
A Happy New Year 
I shall put my glad rags and tiara on,
even if dancing I won't be
I shall try and dance the New Year away
Here's me hopping!!