Where Are You!! ******

Where Are You.

Waking up stretching high
Like a feline cat clawing out from sleep
Stretching one limb at the time
Arching my back like a contented cat
Fresh blood rushing up my spine
Clearing my mind;
A cacophony of sounds running through me
Like an infernal symphony
Ringing in my ears
Blocking all thoughts of you
Bells ringing,
Crashing wooshing waves upon the shore
This infernal noise at times too much
Impeding sleep...
But my thoughts are never far from you!
Sitting here in mine cocoon thinking of you
Why sad, says here beside's me
Trying to fathom me;
Why should I be sad, says I
Is there a reason why I should be
A tear welling from me!
For my thoughts were of you,
Silently my tears flow
Such a long time since I last saw you
Donde estas, my lovely
Where are you?
But you answer not me!
Leaving me in desultory
Feeding roots in my heart my tears
So deeply embedded within me,
Ignoring me
Darling wherever you are
Wherever you'll be
Far away my thoughts will never be
Why the silence darling
Somewhat's on your mind I can feel
Hot, & cold a volcano about to blow
Scattering burning embers of meteorites
Rushing through my heavens;
I can feel the heat incandescently exuding through you
Burning wild through me my mind;
But you wouldn't let me anywhere near you
My incandescent thoughts
Insidious within me;
On top of my world am standing
The highest mountain I could climb
Crying into the winds,
Snatching my words away from me
Whispering in the breeze the winds too strong,
Stilling my words from me;
Opening my arms, above my world stands I
Looking, out your way imploringly
Won't you come to me!
But you look straight through me
Like that falling star, I'll be!!
In the distance I see,
I see you trying to reach me
On top of my world;
Gazing, before me a world, untrusting by humanity
An unforgiving world;
But humanity will always be at odds with me
My mind my heart and me!!