As If a Dream *****

As If In A dream

As if waking from a dream
There's he, over me!
Commanding me, to move not!
On my back lying rubbing the sleep from my eyes
Confusingly, looking up as he so masterful!
His gaze penetrating me, move not, not an inch
As he peels my clothing;
My eyes watching, he as I lay there
His eyes smiling, his hands touching me
My peeks his hands, over me as I try to move
There's he admonishing me holding my hands down
His eyes looking deeply into mine
Shaking his head;
As he moves on, his own sweet way
Head thrown,  my mind's screaming
Arching my body as he slowly kissing my neck
My peeks, punishing me for moving;
Excruciatingly!!
Every little move his eyes watching me, the brute
Punishing me slowly, making my skin tingle
O'dear lord the ecstasy, must be dreaming!
In a frenzy moving his fingers tentatively
Like a spider feeling its way blindly
Over the ivory's of his piano, tunning me!
And each touch an agony;
Kissing my belly holding me steady
Impeding me from moving.
Tossing me around, like a rag doll
Kissing my neck, running his nails down my spine
Hovering over me, his lips punishing me
O'dear lord! Please let me move;
Growling in my ear said he, move not!
It took every ounce of me to stay still
Not to struggle in any sense
My mind my senses so attuned, in a frenzy
Tossing me on my back, finally
Flowing my tears the punishment's too much
Within me was screaming;
Enough I've begged of he!
But listening he was not his hands
On his intended path, like a printed map
Euphorically, kissing me!
And I cried abandoned-ly too much!
Too much. Was I in hell or in a dream
Burning embers in my blood, about to erupt
Clasping at nothingness
Nought to anchor me;
On the Richter scale oscillating measuring
7.9 in centigrade or Fahrenheit I cared not
I took all he had to give in the momentum of ecstasy
Cruising into a dimension, before I've never been
Erotically...Into oblivion, not a reality,
In my mind refusing to believe
That I was not in a dream!!
 Frustratingly

               By Connie James