Grasping For Sanity

GRASPING FOR SANITY

Oh please go away let me be!
For you can quench not this need in me
A can of worms you've open can't you see
Working over time my mind
At all times bombarding me
Words I know not the meaning of
Cheekily saying do you need explaining
This exhilaration within me for I never thought
I had this wantonness this abandonment in me    
From those seeds you've planted on, my mind
Roots are growing all of the time
Reaching within me this longing
Endure, I can not
Won't you shut up for am kissing you
How can I kiss your eyes your lips
When you keep talking, infernally
Struggling within me these raw feeling
As you keep repeating, words I know not of
Inflaming me my mind as I get turned on & on
Your sweet nothings are sweeter than honey
As am grasping for the meaning this lunacy within me
Repeating at all times the meaning there, of
It's playing havoc on my mind
Won't you please shut up for as demented as I am
Hearing such words burning a hole, on my mind
Incandescent words I've never heard of
Burning red my face fire within;
It's there for you to see as I grappling for sensibility
Can not explain inflaming my mind
New feelings within me for I was dead within me
The freedom of such speech has left me weak so weak
Cope can not with such feelings
My minds in a mire of lust, know not how to deal with
Your incandescent words burning my mind
Questions upon questions at all times
Questions am reluctant or can not answer
Never known anyone like you as you insisting
Pressing me as I reluctant to see
Drop it give over, give me a break, please!
But a break you wouldn't give me!
Wanting to know everything about me
From what I feel what I think what I eat what I dream
Too much for me such a nosey beggar you are!
I've never felt like this before as you turn me on & on
Lunacy set me free
That first time as I heard your voice tongue tied was I
Sending shivers down my spine
I fear good for me your not with a body thinking not
When there's fever within reasoning not one's mind
One can reason not when there's fever in one's blood
With shivers down your spine lunacy comes to mind
Burning one's mind grasping for a reason not;
I feel your eyes on me incandescently wanting
This wanting the ambivalence in me!
Those seeds you've planted on, my mind
I can not see the light between you & me
But the darkness within the light as I struggle not to feel
In the recesses of my mind
The extremities this wanting in me
It can have not a good ending
Grasping for sanity:  

By Connie James