Just For a Moment...

Just For a Moment

In your eye's I see that look I know so well
Gazing the autumnal vision before your eyes
The impressive golds, reds, the rusts the purples
Magically before your eyes, a time of letting go...
Darling look at me!
What do you see, you're far, from me
I can see that far away look in your eyes  
That look that tells me
That maybe you need more than I can give
Or is it being whom I am
Expecting too much from you
Much more than your prepared to give.
My eyes are drinking the essence of you
Maybe I've become too much for you!
But in my minds mind, I see the whole of you
Caressing me! For all your worth
Your, eyes following me across the room,
Skipping a beat my heart as I look at you
But see I want you, what's on my mind.
My mind that at times runs away with me
Irresponsibly...
Wishing you'd take hold of me make love
Gazing at you across the street where I live
Just across the water not far away
I can see you clearly in my minds mind
Through the window pane
Even though those gossamer nets of my mind
Impede can not me from visualising
The light in your eyes!
Ahh, Darling
Can you see not me looking at you
The hunger in my eyes!
Needing you close so close to me,
Love me taking me for all your worth...
In the extremity's of my mind
There I can not go you see.
But I'd so love you to hold me!
I too can see the hunger in your eyes
Nothing matters!
Nothing matters at all, you see
Keeping your distance from me
Me that adores you caresses you touches you
With my minds mind!
In the darkness of my nights
I want you, need you to hold me tight
Telling me it's all right...
As I whisper on to you,
Please, darling, do look at me
What do you see
Do you see me as I see you
Or do you see me as this infernal thing
In your minds mind?
Misunderstanding me!
As I try touching your mind with mine
Differently, your eyes are telling me,
Wanting me as much as I do you
In the recesses of my mind
Am crying out for you
But that won't do!
That I do know:
Just once darling just once!!
Would it do!
Would it be enough!
I stand, gazing across from you
Lust, in my mind's, my blood
Or is it love!
I feel within me, I know not!
As we love in the fields of gold
Just like, any other being
Exaltation within me reaching a crescendo
Euphorically;
Paramount in my mind
Absolutely nothing...
Above us a blanket of golden stars
Scintillating in the darkest of skies
That shooting star's right across my firmament
As I whisper gazing into your eyes
My torment...
Knowing that in the recesses of my mind
Just for a moment....

                               By Connie James