Hello, World!

Hello, World!
Here we go again Connie's about!
Give her a wide birth I hear you say
It's the story of my life everything I say.
Is misconstrued in some way!
But if what I say, upsets anyone it's not meant that way
Oh lord, am tired of curtailing what goes through my mind
Just in case I offend this or that family member in, anyway
Somewhat's must be wrong with me
If every time, I open my mouth my mind, you see,
I've upset some member of my family,
With a comment, I've though naught, about
That'll teach me!
O! Imbecility please free me from my mind,
My mind that at times, logically thinks not
For indeed an imbecile, I must be
If curtail I can not my thoughts
My thoughts taking hold of me, my mind my very being.
Obscuring the light
That in darkness I must be all the days of my life!!!
Those that share my life or not
With love or dislike...
Even those that hate my guts
For being me!
But being me is all I can be, I know not any other way
If those in my life understand me not in any way!
An imbecile I must be!
Can imbecility running through me 
Cause pain in one's heart tearing it apart
When one sees shunning, starting a war in my heart
Fighting every day of my life drowning the sorrow within me!
It's an impossibility unless I quit from feeling with my heart.
But my heart quit can not it know's not how to quit.
A masochist I must be if I carry all this within me
This pain, this asphyxiation of my breath.
Waterfalls flowing from my eyes control I can not
Extreme pain within me...
But used to this I must be that's a possibility of my being,
Causing panic amongst the pigeons.
Divorcing I must be those that are blood of my blood
If, ever am to have peace of mind
Peace amongst us earthlings...

                     By Connie James.