My Love

Oh, my love


To gaze upon you standing there
My mind visualising imaginings!
Your touch and mine.
My mind, my very reason dispersing from me
Your eyes I can see looking at me!
Sending shivers right through me, my spine.
And I anticipating!
My mind euphorically unfocused.
Oh my love,
To feel to touch your visage, against mine
To feel to touch your lips with mine
My fingers dancing deliriously, titillating
To touch your face kiss your eyes
In another dimension am I!
Tentatively with each touch
I find delirium within my mind
Beyond the other side of midnight
Nocturnally am I, abiding I can not
This feeling, of you being not, by my side.
I, needing you the way I do
The incandescence of your gaze upon me
Fervently my mind my blood your touch inexplicably...
Upon me feeling, your fingers dancing
It's too much you see excruciatingly!
Playing games with me my mind.
Irrevocably like a volcano erupting
The explosion within.
The titillation is such that hold I can not,
It's too much the ecstasy within!
As I try grasping at nothingness...

                    Part two

Reaching for you, am crying!
To touch, the enormity of this feeling
Contain I can not, your name am calling again & again
Your fingers dancing deliriously, upon my skin...
Leaving me convulsing holding you close, so close
Eruption within me!
My mind irrevocably singing like a symphony!
But how does one come through such feelings
Contain can not the delirium within me!
As I search to find and touch!
Oh, beloved one!
Every sinew I can feel in you, your body
In my mind playing again and again deliriously
Momentarily extracting myself
Crying out in my mind! Your name.
The illusion must disperse not from me my mind
The ecstasy, am feeling, disperse not from me!
Yet I know I know!
The fires running wild burning my blood, my fingers
As I search & reach to touch
The windmills of my mind
My mind can see not a reason why!
I should quietly lie & die,
When there's so much loving to be doing...
So attuned become I the tunes in my mind
My very reason for living
Cruising through me feelings of wanting...
Desist I can not my mind amphetamine-like a drug
Taking hold of me my reasoning
Reasoning I can, not when it comes down to you
Beloved one!
My mind knows, not how to reason.

                            By Connie James.