Life After Love.

Life After Love!

An indolently sigh escaping the lid of my mind
As I wake up stretching bringing feeling into my arms
My eyes I open wide..Then close them again.
Stars scintillating little diamonds brought on by the sun      
In the depths of my mind as I think of you
That obsessive obsession,
That mountain, I must climb scaling sky-high
My mind can see not as I close my eyes
Can see not your features
Smiling reaching your eyes.
Struggling to visualise
Behind that gossamer of your mind
Revolving not in the mire of my, thoughts
Thoughts within.
Rampaging at most times
From that desultory world, I was in
Waking those feelings I buried deeply within
Living in my own limbo..
A limbo all of my own
Now exhuming all those feelings of yesterday
Once buried deeply within me.
Where once there was lightness in, my eyes
The darkness of my nights always within me.
Understanding not those visions before me
Looking into your eyes you can not disguise
The emptiness I see within you.
Looking at you I bumble through, without you
A life I recognise not.. an existence,
Indolently I danced exotically
In a fury and abundance, when once there was romance
Inherently within me in my days, my yesterday's
But you..You know reawaken me
Those feelings I cast aside,
Now a soul rampaging between the darkness
Intermingling with the light.
A soul that knows not if there's
Life, after love.

                               By Connie James.