Apollo's In Town

Apollo's in town 

Needing these vibrant colours
Of mine Madeiran flowers
To feed my mind my soul
Even if my skies are weeping
Tears from heaven.
My heart's constricting, this ache within me.
Apollo's been in town, chasing all and sundry.
A new Adonis on the block he'll be.
Fascinated leaving me
Real I thought he'd be.
Confounded I'll be.
Wanting to escape, take to my wings and fly
Like a bird in my cerulean sky.
Looking back not at, he!
To lift this gossamer from my mind.
That otherwise, taking me beyond this greyness
Into Infinitum!
Bear cannot think I must not.
Imaginings crossing my mind, mustn't go near he
Unworthy of me was he...
Only one thing on his mind, convoluted leaving me
Coiled...
While speaking endearments of love
On your back, screaming ecstatically.
Euphorically, touch, kiss me says he...
Loving the exhilaration of his touch
Intoxicated leaving me.
Inebriating my blood in my veins, imploding. 
Awaiting, their lies most unconvincing.
Uttering endearments of love...
I've been waiting for you all my life, extollingly.
Just a way to getting you in the sac, unfortunately.
Like a bloody fool went I along with he
With each sensation feeling excruciatingly 
Up to their expectation coming not.
If Panther like you'll growl not, scratchingly
From a great height, dropping you...
The cuckoo leaving the nest.
What's it all about...
Sokin  Ukabat!