To Begin The Beginning

To Begin The Beginning

By Connie James.

At the dawning of dawn
The door opened as he walked in
Had to brace, myself against the morn's cool breeze 
Ahhh!
I closed my eyes inhaling the scent of him
Just couldn't believe he was standing before me
So magnificent so knowing so dangerous.
We stood facing the other, for what seemed an eternity
I stood smiling shyly, uncertain of what to do!
So I followed his lead...
I held my hand to touch the contours of his face
His much-desired face
To reach to feel, kiss to touch!
He stood there looking at me
With that devil may care, look
Insolently daring to touch me
With his eyes...
Daring me to explore...
So with uncertain hands, I explored
Every inch of him... 
Was mesmerised by this godlike man
Standing before me;
This mesmerising look, in his eyes
Hypnotising me! 
I felt myself awakening as from a deep sleep
Wanting to touch feel,
Wishing what I knew not...
But he knew how to play me, so sweet 
Waves of sensations cruising through me
Oh Lord I prayed let it not stop
It must not stop...
Yet I held back, for I knew
Had I not I'd be lost forever, forever lost
This awakening left me feeling so weak
Forever in my mind wanting to repeat
The sensations putting me through, wildest of wild...
Imploding my brain could not think.
Yet left me wanting what I wasn't sure.
My mind screaming, there must be more
There had to be more!
Of that, I was sure...
To repeat the experience terrified me
For I knew I wouldn't hold back
Innocent as I was
I had this wanting in me the sensations
Curiously wanting to repeat
Holding me back.
Left me wanting, more much more
Through the process not repeating
as if punishment me.
Go away, won't you!!
You're just tormenting me! 
Holding me close sensing my uncertainty
Seeing frustration, knowingly...
Just looking out for you, smiling said he
Worry not, it'll keep
It'll keep...