Oblivious To Me

Where are you!
Where did you get to?
I've this ache within me, sleep cannot
But why should you care if sleep I cannot
My heart's fragmenting...
Darling why the silence, punished am I being?
This silence is killing me!
You truly do not see me standing before thee
Looking into your eyes
I see nought but sternness, looking back at me
Not, ever a word coming my way ...
For you have this obsession with you
On your, mind theirs nought but she
I hope that she loves you better than me!
Me, that loves you adores you
Worships the ground you stand on
But darling you see not me at all
Matters not how hard I try
Your oblivious to me,
You see how this is killing me!
But darling I hope she loves you better than me
As I see you worshipping, she
In my heart am fragmenting
Broken my mind into thousand little pieces
As if a poisonous dart wounding my heart
Killing me!
& my hearts crying outreaching to you kiss me
But you stare right through me
But darling I hope she loves you better than me
What has changed darling
Do I ever enter your mind in the scheme of things?
Do you ever think of me
But this obsessive obsession with she
But darling all I can say is
I just hope that she loves you better than me!!

                     By Connie James