Just One Day..

   Just One Day                                    

Just one day in my life just one day.
I'd love to be loved like no other in  any other way.
Someone there for me. and love me unconditionally,
No matter what I do what I say
Someone to hold me tightly even if I push you away.
To hold me grounded in every way
To share my love my life even in spite of my ways.
The ambiguousness in, in what I say
The things that I spew when am hurt when you walk away.
Walking from me with, out a word in any way.
The silence's a killer in every day.
And my heart's screaming out why, you care not in anyway
Why you're walking from me I know not..You wouldn't say.
Yesterday so many, many yesterdays.
When you'd hold me by the hand and you'd say
You are my love my life the Stellar in my sky's,
You've sparkling diamonds in your eyes
When you smile when you laugh filling my heart,
In an inexplicable, way.
Loving you the way I do,  matters not, what they say.
The ambivalence in me who's to say
I know not why I love you this way!!
With a body that thinks not in any way
With a mind obsessively in every way.
Reasoning not, come what may
With a love, you can reason not in anyway.
And a head uncoordinated stubbornly they'll say
Love you not they'll say, "in any way".
Conspiring with others my love you'll say... Je t'aime.
To keep me happy to keep me quietly ambiguously.
But my love extinguishable is not in any way.
My heart cry's out for you every day,  of my days.
We live in a world, I understand not in any way.
With a people's that cares not, they'll say.
The obtuseness sometimes in me,
It's there for everyone to see
When I extol my love uncontrollably
When it comes down to you in every way.
They'll say just let it be, let it be let-it-be...
In my heart.
The constriction, is such in my heart
No one sees what I feel every day of my days
When you're away from me without a say.
Ominously I'll think you love me not in any way.
Yesterday.. why must I think of yesterday's
When love was sweet in every way.
When we'd sing and dance at every chance.
When togetherness was our way.
As we made love together in every way.
Now the stormy winds took it all away
We're left ambiguously what to think what to say
With a brain refusing to say no more.
Je t'aime.....Je t'aime......  

                                   Connie James