Apollo versus Ischia's...

Apollo Versus Ischia's

Ischia standing her ground,
As a fuse Apollo has, blown
Blowing his top,
Like a volcano erupting...
At the turn of things flummoxed was she
Some misdeed real or imagery...
Such anger, irate incandescent accusing me,
Confounding leaving me!
Oh, yah!
Joking that was the crux!
Of some joke, was I making
Joking he likes not much, too serious is he
Always joking!!...
And he berated admonishing me!
Ischia's soul hitting rock bottom
How dare he put the onus back on me!
Bad, crazy women!!
What do you want from me?
Your tirade left me anything but cold
I was seething within me,
Did I deserve any of it, no no siree!
The only misdeed I made was allowing you,
in loving me;
And with the flow, I got carried away,
The buck stays with you...
For I asked for nothing, you wouldn't let it be
Until I've fallen for you...
At all times bombarding me, your kisses
Turning my head around, I must say;
I liked the things you do, intoxicatingly!
But make no mistake, my fuse is just as short as yours!
I've asked for nought, just happened to fall for you...
Abusing me any, favours won't do you!
How could I have been so blind!
Humiliating me!
I gave all I had to give, I gave you me!
Okay! immature I may have been;
But this child within me keeping me,
from blowing a fuse...
I speak the truth I love to joke and laugh
And loving you;
Excuse me for having such fun!
A human being I'll be with needs wants desires,
just like you!
But I won't have you throwing a tantrum, just
Because I love to laugh joke...
My worlds as grey as it is!
I need laughter love raising my spirits high
Not a draconian greek god, keeping me down
Cause I smile!!...
Admonishing me for breathing!
Beyond my imagination, your lovemaking
Into a thousand, little pieces, breaking me
To reach for the unreachable
That'll teach me!!...
All your touches your kisses may not be enough
Losing my soul...
To the depths of hell dragging me...
it's not good for me!
I love you, Ischia say, you
But I need you to love me for me
Not some illusion of me...
Complicated am not, I'm just me! 
And I loved the places you took me
Never before experienced...
Beyond my imagination taking me,
The touches!!
Leaving me screaming, for more,
All the while whispering I love you Ischia,
loving me;
My soul deserting me setting my, blood on fire
Clawing at, some place to anchor me
What you've done, oh Apollo?
From my comfort zone, taking me making me, feel! 
How dare you making me feel!
Now back again in the depths of hell
Where you've deposited me
Fragmenting my soul and me! 






   









    

Apollo 1

Apollo’s, words,
Penetrating my mind.
Sparks running, through me.
My brain's on fire my blood.
His words a balm to me.
A repetition there won't be
No more fireworks,
Flames dying euphorically.
No more sparklers left, shows over
Family friends voyeurs,
From the sidelines viewing
Oh, what a night.
What a show!
His words excited me my mind
Yah, something to write about
A true god!
Setting me astray.
Had some of that elixir,
The nectar, the fire from the gods
Like a contented panther, had me.
Arching my back ecstatically.
Yah gods I’ll miss him.
My god my Neptune
Setting fire to my blood.
To repeat the experience rather foolish.
Wouldn't you say!
Fireworks, whispering dying with a sigh.
Deflated leaving me!
But the fire in my blood exuding through me.
In my veins pulsating.
Wasn't read to exit.
Common, time and time again repeating
Let’s do it...
Filling my me with unimaginable wanting’s
Yet again touching me.
Murmuring a long time waiting for you.  
Escape me you won’t do.
Extolling, touch me kiss me.
Fire exuding through me
The light in he’s eyes focusing on me
And lost was I, in the momentum of time.
I kissed his mind, his heartbeat.
Amplifying mine ...
Oh, dear lord, ve, lost the plot.
Embers burning my mind
Hanging on for dear life
I cried his name yet again...
Please!!!

Waiting For God!

Waiting for God

By Connie James


With deep rutted creases
Along, over time
Her eyes must have seen impressive sights
And her hands must have touched,
her lover's visage
Her lips must have kissed with a hunger
Impossible, she thought.
A hunger from within the sighs!!
And being kissed in return, with love
Having that human touch
Touching her heart
As she, hollered, in the ecstasy of her nights 
And her hair lustrous beautiful
Sweeping fingers through to touch...
Now a mere negative reflection of white
Instead of the gloriousness of long & black
Pensive sitting, wondering where the years have swept by
Left in memories of a time that's passed her by 
She must have loved with abandon,
in the days of her life.
Happiness from every orifice pouring
From the light in her eyes... 
As she danced through her nights
Exuding the laughter
Scintillating in her eyes...
Hysterically
She must have laughed until it hurt
holding, her sides hilariously.
And she must have cried in sorrow some of the time.
When life's disappointments crossed her path 
And surely, she must have wished to be happy.
That happiness would last a lifetime.
When she cried through the darkness of her nights
As love passed her by!
In sadness, tears flowing from her eyes.
Now with memories intact, you can see
Turning in her mind's eyes...
Where once in her lifetime life,
was well full of fun...
Now only memories exude from, her mind's mind.
Sitting in her own world
Indignity waiting for God
In a symphony
Still beautiful!

Uncontrollable I!

Uncontrollable

My darling,
you've killed the feeling
it hurts loving you!
You were a balm,
An Anodyne to mine Anima
What's happened to you?
Understand not, where it all went wrong
Uncontrollable me!
So unforgiving, it hurts loving you;
I think of nought but you.
Exultation, setting eyes on you
From the very start
Across the room
Our eyes held, just a little too long
There and then I've fallen for you...
Lost all sense of time,
As we danced...
Darling, why am I weeping?
You've killed the feeling, don't know!
Yet here sit I, my mind so full of you,
My blood's on fire in my veins
Even now!
Whilst ice flows through your, veins
Punishing me for feeling!
This being, control cannot the whisperings!!
This feeling never understood
killing me...
Silly bloody fool!
Get out of my head,
you're destroying me
My peace of mind.
Get out of my mind!!
Yet every day as I awake,
first and foremost on my mind,
There's you...
My heart cry's more than a little
What has happened to you?
In my veins, my blood exudes
I can feel the heat burning, for you
This feeling, I fear will never die.
This morn with you on, mind
Making love trying, getting
inside of you...
The feeling so strong before I knew
Was calling your name,
moving, lost in time with you.
With tears in my heart for I knew,
I was dead to you!!
On more time, the last goodbye
For am dying without you...
From across the water from you:...

Temptation's Too Much

Temptation's too much

I've only this flickering candlelight
To just about see
There's a certain warmth in it
Sitting by the opened window letting the night in
Writing ambiguous words
That I know not the meaning off.
Such as those meaningless words
written on the walls
Mirrored like reflexions
Secret dreams, deeply into my psyche
Dreams that give you that warm feeling all over
Dreams that you want not to wake up ever...
As the wind blows through my window
Bringing me back from my reverie
Touching my lips my pen
The same lips, that call out your name
The pitta patter of the rain
Upon my window pane
Bringing me back to reality
Thoughts flowing through my mind
What if, what if it was, he
Playing with words on my mind
Dreaming unconsciously
Of the Moon & the Stars in my
darkest skies...
Right above me;
As I reach and touch, touch uncertainly
Your mind and mine possibly...
The vision before my eyes
That I've created in my poetry
The madness that sheer madness
The magic between you and me
As I find my pen starts uttering
My eloquent ambiguously
Unintelligent kind of poetry
Like a rebirth within me!!
 

Solitary Sound...

Solitary Sound

Midnight came with the sound of a,
solitary flute
And the moon peeking upon my,
velvet darkest sky
A promise of cumulus fluffy clouds
Cannot abide skies devoid of clouds
I so love clouds cumulus cirrus or otherwise!!
The midnight winds whispering softly
 As the leaves dance in the breeze
So softly as the touch of, he...
Glancing at he as if in nirvana we'd be,
forever framed in a dream...
My dream of peace understanding a dream of love
Such moments are rare, very rare indeed
Like precious elements grains of sand
Fusing together, in a momentous explosion
An infusion of love! 
The rhythm set by nature, all that's needed
Day and night, night and day...
But always in a rush, no one's there
Like demented soulless, beings
Caring not, no time to stand and stare
Be still won't you, for am looking at you...
No one listens, hears or cares...
Understanding not the meanings of those
Undecipherable phrases words on the walls
And so the journey goe's on
For we are on a journey
A journey of discovery, of love
The train pulls away sounding its whistle
So that we'll know we're on our way
Faces, familiar faces, known to all 
Some unfamiliar faces telling, their own stories
And some in muted silence...
This magical journey travelling, through the,
darkness and light, different time zones, 
As it arrives, to a sudden halt...
To the loneliest place on earth, that station was, eerie
Am no one of consequence, yet am someone!
There must be a place somewhere
In search of a different meaning of life, love
As the train came to a sudden halt
That's precisely how it started again
Suddenly moving...
Without warning, the skies opened its floodgates 
Fork lightning, an awesome clap of thunder 
Throbbing, shaking the whole Earth
As if she's tumbling from her axis...
Particles, fragmentations of this primordial naked,
Earth fighting for survival... 
And the Moon in her fulness beaming her light,
sublime, casting shadows upon their minds ...
And the Stars in their velvetiest darkest of skies 
Unanswered questions,
Will, there be always a meaning
Being written someplace somewhere
A new soul being born!
Who are you they asked...
There was no answer anywhere...
As the years passed, on the last day of the last sun 
Asking still the same question...
Who are you? 
In the solitary soundness
There was no answer
There'll never be!

Darling...

Darling!
You're inside my mind
A right cacophony my thoughts
Every fibre of my being!...
Into a world of make-believe, you and me!
Just like an ocean a turbulent, ocean
The ebullience swaying, taking me
Here goes I with the flow, intrinsically
Mesmerised by you...
Your gaze penetrating through me,
Your eyes intense, dark pools fathoms deep,
Adhering, to me...
Lost am lost riding that gossamer, cloud.
Darling, have you an inkling.
What's it like to be me
Breaking me emotionally,
Exuding from me,
a river transcending, through me.
Echoing in the labyrinths beyond me
I'd so love to touch, your mind with mine.
Tentatively a touch, a mere whisper of a touch
Whispering softly so only, you can hear
Incandescent embers burning, my blood...
My arms surrounding you, achingly close.
To touch to feel!
Incandescently, cruising through me flames
Control, cannot the fires exuding, my blood.
The intensity, fire so wild!!...
Euphorically, in the extremities of me
Running to you, one more time
Touching your lips with mine...
Into a thousand little pieces, imploding;
Listening to the beating your heart...
Beneath your ribs, I can feel flutterings.
But darling, am fragmenting...
like a mosaic falling apart...
Impeding, me from feeling with my heart;
Always correlating not the two
my mind, with my heart
As I attempt touching yours with mine
My limits exceeding...
As I softly kiss your mind with mine!!
Am all at sea as you pay, heed not to me
Struggling my feelings my mind
Fighting me at all times...
Thinking ominously, you care, not
this obsessive obsession!!...
But that's the crux, you see
Sounding through me my mind
The music always will be
Within me!!