About Me
- Connie James
- My heart and my innermost thoughts I share with you. Delve a little deeper within...my words are for you to discover your own heart. But be careful now...you might just like what you find.
Wednesday, 17 October 2018
He's Great!! ====
He's Great...
In my minds eyes
I imagine He standing before me
Imaginings, echoing through my mind!
He, gazing at me,
With laughter in his eyes...
I love nudging up to He, kissing his eyes
Spontaneously...
Impetuous, that's me! It's there to see,
My actions, just reactions from me!
But psychologically, he drives my spare
Disrobing me...
Bear cannot as he gazes at me thus
But I'd be scaling that mountain, high
That I must climb
Just to see to be with, he!
Ahh! The eyes, like those flax blue fields
In the distance...
I see a colourful, sea of blue, intrinsically
Inherently, his greatness I see, before me
This obsession, I carry within me!
That Galic air about he,
The way he stands, the way he walks
That proud stance!
The redness of his hair,
There's something about He!
Right in the eyes, he looks at you
Unflinchingly;
The attraction of he, connecting me
He's always great so says He!
Looking into his eyes, kissing his lips
I'd be surprised at the reaction,
Missing a beat my heart
That look, perpetually in his, eyes
Leaving me wanting!!
Inexorably, burning a fire my, blood
He's always great, as you inquire of he!!
The mischievousness, looking into his eyes
You can see how great he can be
But the greatness of He, no one can see but me!!
A great mover is he, as we dance cheek to cheek
I can feel the greatness of He...
O'dear Lord!
I could kiss the innards of he!!
This feeling taking me beyond, reality
Wanting, not dispersing from me!
That twang of his, as he holds me closer
Whispering softly, should we!
My blood, on fire feeling desire...
My heart beating, exceedingly...
Like a drum, boom boom, by the greatness of He...
Unhurriedly, He knows how to play me!!
Plucking at my strings, like a harp inexorably
Around He wrapping, my arms
Bewitched, always leaving me!
The colour of my skies his eyes
And the cornflower fields across, from me
An ocean of blue swaying, in the breeze...
Smiling knowingly, mesmerising me
Beguilingly...
I see the greatness of He
It's there, for anyone to see,
How great He, can be!!
All That I Have!! ====
In mine, cupped hands
I hold the rising of the sun,
Here, take it it's yours;
Unfurling, before my eyes, each rising
Remaining within the magic,
I give on to you...
My mind my lips are yours...
And all that I am and all that I have,
It's yours!!
Reaching up to the skies,
Gathering, those scintillating stars
In the darkness of my, firmament
They are yours!
And as I look into your blue, blue eyes
I see lightness within...
I see love in your eyes, as I reach and touch
Your lips with mine...
They're yours!
In all that I want, or will ever desire
It's yours!
Gazing into your eyes, grasping the moment
Cupping, in my two hands
The sun moon and the stars, are yours.
At this moment in time...
Touching your mind, with mine
All my desires, my yearnings
Are yours...
My heart my mind my lips
Are yours if so desired;
The blue moon above, in her half-lit sky
Casting her magic, upon my mind
As I touch your face with mine...
In silhouette,
In the darkness of mine nights
Looking deeply into your eyes,
My mind's yours my, thoughts my all
In between the darkness and the light, my mind
unfocused becomes...
That gossamer dispersing, from my mind
For all that I am, and all that I have
It's yours...
Your whispering touch
Echoing, through my mind a time
When you played deliciously, with my mind
Euphorically, unruly my mind became...
The incandescence, of your touch
Sending shivers through, my body my mind
That otherwise...
Would be scaling that mountain, high
In readiness to fly!
Following that condor, swaying, on the thermal winds
And as I look into your eyes...
All that I have and all that I am!
It's yours!!
Tuesday, 16 October 2018
Fade In Fade Out ====
The image I see in the mirror
Isn't me!
It cannot be me.
Once so youthful was I!
Now, look at me!
Touching, my visage in my mirrored glass
Sparkling eyes still there;
And that smile, that drove the old boy spare
Still smiling!
But there's a touch of sadness
You can see in the eyes
Trying to get out!!
Punting on the river, so much fun
Dancing rustling through the Autumnal
Fallen leaves, kicking,
As if we're dancing in the rain
Making a game!!
Standing beneath, a starry night sky
Counting, countless stars glistening
In between, a velvety darkness...
Glancing at he and the smile, in his eyes
Like a shooting star,
Running, across my firmament
And you wish on that falling star
To be happy forever, forever happy!!
But there's nothing as such, forever happiness.
For there's always the joy and the pain,
Intermingling!
The silences, the long, long silences,
driving me spare...
The images my eyes can see,
Images, I've painted in mine mind...
As I chant beneath, the moonlit sky
Tunes of yesterdays,
yesteryear, in my childish way...
Sitting here by my table lamp, pen poised
Reflecting, where have all the years gone,
Deserting me!!
It isn't me it isn't you, it isn't the time
Fade in fade out, fade in fade out
Fade in fade out!!
Dancing Alone ===
Dancing Alone
Through my mirrored glass, I see you
Gazing at me!
As a brushing my long hair...
That looks that tells me, how wrong can I be
That, light shining in your eyes,
I see in you...
Me!!
Me that adores you, with all
I possess the very core, of my being...
I hate when you go away, from me!
Missing your arms around, me...
Running, down my staircase
Catching, up with you
My heart jumping from my chest,
missing a beat...
As I look into your eyes
Oh dear lord, the intensity of your gaze
Escaping from me my breath...
You're killing me!
My primal feelings, in wanting you!
In my primitiveness, help I cannot...
This obsessive obsession,
Missing you!!
My eyes! Are missing you
My arms, my body's crying for you
Hungrily, my lips kissing you
As you're holding me close, to you
It's never enough darling,
There's this wildness, in you...
Euphorically, being at one with you
On a gossamer cloud swaying, always be!
The moon, in her full light, beaming
Scintillating above me...
Your eyes blue, smiling as we're dancing
Our minds lost.
My highs, intermingling with my lows
Not at all, in sync with me!
All I need, see is a likeness of you!!
And am lost in time my mind,
In the essence of you...
Looking into your eyes blue
Making me feel!
Ahh, darling making me feel!
Into overdrive, I go...
This enchantment, bewitching me
Making me feel real!!
There's this madness, running through me
When it comes down to you!
My primitive mind...
In mine primitiveness, so full of you
my mind...
Bewitchingly, I see you, see you!
Taking hold of me!!...
Shivers tingling through me
My mind irrevocably, my blood
A madness so sweet!
Helplessly, there goes I again
Circling my arms, about me
As am dancing alone
Fragmenting!!...
Thursday, 4 October 2018
Let There Be Lust... =====
Let There Be Lust!
My senses having no defences
As your eyes meet mine
Struggling with mine senses, my defences
When I know, your there at all times
At this moment in time, your hands
softly over me...
Sending trills through me my mind...
Oh! darling bad I have been not, in such a long time!
My mind so full of you, missing your touches
Perpetually, wanting you there at all times...
In the recesses, the very extremities of me
Encourage such feelings, should have not!
But darling!
Bad I have been not, in such a long time!!
Me that could envisage not, the trill it would be
Casting your eyes upon me!
Demanding at all times, is it ok
I knew not in any way!!
So with the flow, I'd go feeling each sensation
You put me through, the excitement was such but!
Badness was not inherently, within me
This need I must have had...
Mortifying, dead feelings within me
Until you, reawaken me from my dead living limbo
Now you care, not or encourage any, input from me
But darling!
Bad I've been not, in such a long time...
So cold, as I tried making love to you
You've changed my darling!
Turbulence my mind, coming not through
Words I want the hear!
Missing you!
You see my darling, bad I have been not
In such a long time...
The hunger
You've reawakened the beast, in me!
But you sit across from me
In your eyes, I can see turmoil, within you
Begging my eyes won't you, won't you!?
Everything I do always for you
Cupping your face in mine hands
Looking into your eyes, kissing your lips
Bear I cannot, looking at you,
Seeing desire in your eyes.
But darling!
Bad I've been not, in such a long time...
Why must you, have reawakened me
These feelings running through me!
I search you in every face I see, obsessively...
But an illusion you must be
This image, I've created within
I cannot see,
that delusion dispersing, not from me
In the uncertainty
I cannot see you, looking at me with love,
But lust will always be!
Echoing through me,
Let there be lust, in your eyes...
But darling!
Bad, I've been not, in such a long time!!
Tuesday, 2 October 2018
Into Infinity ====
Into Infinity!
Shutting my eyes I feel your
Soft hand's...
Surprisingly, how your touch
your sensual touch can affect me!...
Your hair, glistening, in the sun
Your eyes blue pools drowning me
No resistance at all from me!
Your whispering hand's hardly a touch
Just the heat exuding through,
Burning like the rising of the morning, sun
Before the day's through...
But I can feel every little nuance of a touch
Every whisper, I can feel every sinew...
Your breath sweet whispering, softly
Depositing, those little touches,
Whilst am pleading with you!
Your words, incandescently echoing through me
Playing havoc with mine, mind
Under your hands, I have no defences
My senses, convulsing...
You've touched me like no other before
The nearness of you...
Leaving me wanting, my imaginings
The scent, the essence of you
In your hands, you knew what to do!
Experienced!
No, no never before!
So sure, no uncertainty in your touch
Leaving me grappling at the emptiness, above
But I! I could feel your, every sinew
So masterful, so sure...
My senses,
Against you, I have no defences
Into infinity, I go!!
My turn to love you
Kissing your lips your eyes, fingertips
Can you feel my darling
The touches am depositing, on you
Tentatively my fingers, not so sure as yours
Going down my path, like a map I follow through.
Kissing every little pore, of you...
My lips burning, my blood's pumping through
I can feel the beating of your, heart
Boom boom!!
Trying a calming touch, just to steady you...
Down the map, I go
Unhurriedly my hands softly over you
Reaching a point of no return...
Convulsing shuddering, at my touch
Peeping at you, you can see not my face
But I can see you!
Like a curtain, my hair over my face
My blood's on fire, gazing at you!
The light in my eyes
Beholding you!
Euphorically, all of you!
The wonder so new, to mine eyes
My senses taking hold of me
In the extremities of my mind, am crying
Each delirious wave, you put me through
Feeling every move, hanging on to you...
Erupting, my mind my body convulsing
My tears spilling through
I won't let go the ecstasy
Into infinitum, I go!!
Connie On The Rocks! ====
Beyond the far horizon
Casting my eyes, what do I see!
My little corner of paradise, stretching before me
Filling me with yearnings, what it used to be
Stretching before me I see, an undulating sea
An ocean calm glistening, pond
Not a whisper of a breeze, as far I can see
The rolling shingle, like a symphony
Music to my ears, whoosh...
Mesmerising me!
That whooshing sound, softly whispering
In paradise, I'll be in my mind's mind
Just me!!
And the Gulls screeching, dementedly
Against the bluest of skies
Reaching to kiss me an ocean
Undulating indolently
The coldness, penetrating me, screeching
Winding around me like a snake
An ocean like a lover, embracing me
My mind belongs not to me...
As you give yourself to the feeling
Dancing indolently, for all to see
To a point of feverishness, a dopamine
As in a dream, offering myself to he!
A sun-kissed breeze, whispering over me
I see, He leaning over me
Gazing indolently at me...
Stretched here on this rock, as a mermaid, I'd be
Whispering, Connie on the rocks, was He!
Would you like to be,
Just you and me!!?
I liked the vision of He...
His hair red, like the burning sun
His eyes blue, the bluest eyes you've ever seen
The colour of my skies,
And that cornflower field, dancing in the breeze
His thoughts I can see running right through me
As I stretched my hand to he!!
Halfway rising, looking into his eyes
Touching his mind with mine, adorable was He...
Like Neptune, he came from the sea like a god!
Skimming over the waves, reaching me
In confusion, I refused to see
Mesmerised by He, was me!
In his stance standing his ground, assuredly
Impossible to say!
Or just my mind, so full of He
Conjuring He!
His touch made me shudder, in the extreme
He knew how to play me, so sure his touch
Kissing me unhurriedly,
Like a harp playing me!
Under his touch, I was his...
Into oblivion, my mind unfocused,
The lust within He, I can see
Whispering on to me!
Connie on the rocks as hot as can be...
Not a whisper of a breeze, between He and me
Our, blood in our veins burning,
to Centigrade or Fahrenheit, all the same to me!
Taking me to hell and back...
Into a chasm carrying me...
Infinitely...
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